Saturday, June 26, 2010
When the housekeeper's away...
When the housekeeper is away, the homeowner will play! Isn't that how that phrase goes. That's what I did today... I played with the Shark... love that thing, and I cleaned, and I did a lot of thinking!
So, I know my blog last night was rather pitiful, but I'm beginning to realize I'm my own worst enemy. There are things I want to do, and I hold myself back. I want to start what I think will be a great business. The wife says get a plan together, but I haven't done that yet. I know that we couldn't do it right now anyway due to the financial aspects. That's me, making excuses in my head as to why I haven't done anything yet. I want to write a book. When do I really have the time to seriously sit down and write? That's a partial excuse. The other reason is, I have to have the atmosphere a certain way... I'm serious about this. Crazy, I know.
I need to make this DocuBlog work. I need to make this small documentary. If I don't... If I just let this fall by the wayside and don't put my all into it, I have no excuses. There is nothing holding me back right?
So my friend and I are supposed to go to this church to take pictures of families tomorrow. This is for the beginning of the documentary. Okay, so now I'm having a scheduling conflict. I forgot we're supposed to go see Wicked tomorrow with the wife's aunt and cousin-in-law. They wanted to do brunch too. I can't cancel out on them and I worry about canceling the other, because what if it turns into another empty project? Ughhhhh... I cannot let this happen.
Anyway... I better get going! The kids, the wife, and I are heading to a movie and dinner!