I was actually doing okay as far as worry, until I got another call from the diagnostics center today. They like to call you the day before you go in, to explain your benefits and such, so you don't go in to have a procedure done, and then are shocked at how much you have to pay, because you haven't yet met your deductible. Whatever, I understand that, but I didn't know I was getting a sonogram along with the mammogram. Now see, that just increases my stress... ::sigh:: What are they seeing that makes them think I need that?!? Ugh!!! I'm not even going to list a bright side because I don't want to list it and then have the bright side of something not happening happen. Make sense? That's okay... it doesn't make sense to me either, but I'm not rewriting it, because that's just me thinking in print.
I didn't call the doctor today about the other test and the cyst they found. I decided I would call on my way out tomorrow, and then get the answer when I'm done at the diagnostic center. One thing at a time is all I can stress about right now. There cannot be anything wrong with me... I need to get our business up and running, my puppies need me, and those human children need me too. I even think the wife needs me.
Okay... enough of this for one night. I think I'm going to go read now. I hope everyone has a wonderful day tomorrow. I may post another blog in the morning, as there are many things to talk about other than my stress and worry. Before my tests, we're going to look at two more properties, but I think we've pretty much decided on a location. I hope!