Here it is, blunt... to the point... honest...
I am going ape sh*t crazy with boredom right now. It amazes me how little one gets done, when one is so nuts with nothing, that nothing can be accomplished!! This would totally make sense to you, if you've ever felt like this. I don't really know how to handle it. I mean, do I cry, yell, scream, take a jog in the rain. A jog in the rain actually sounds fun, and if there weren't a high chance of hail, I might consider it. The wife already thinks I'm nuts... because, guess what?!?!?! I am!!!!
Hell, I may go back to school for my masters in whatever pops up in the side bar of my Facebook page at this point. Something I can do online, because I have to be home. If this weren't the case, I'd totally go back for my Masters in OT... that's my passion. I do still have those floating around... passions, dreams... they aren't all being killed by my self medicating ways. You know, I have to calm those panic attacks somehow, and right now... a little bit of "rita's" all I need... remember... my last post. No worries, it's only 11:43, and a margarita is simply a twinkle in my eye.
SO I will close my eyes, take a deep breath, and feel thankful for the down time, because I know how quickly things can turn. I am thankful, I am thankful, I am thankful...
Tonight, we're going out with a group of friends for Karaoke. It's supposed to be a show, and I'm not talking about the singing. I want to ask my neighbor Candy (not her real name, the angry lady next door) if she would like to go. I know she's an angry, bitter person, but I honestly think it would be fun to take her to this particular event, since it brings out the "best" in the locals. I'd love to watch her react to them... the people she has grown up with, but seems to hate... Hell she hates everyone. That's why it would be so fun! I know, I'm sick. I'm bored, remember. I don't want drama, but I have no problem watching it unfold. I'm not talking about putting anyone in a bad position... she knows what goes on down there. I'm talking about listening to her spout off, about all of it. I just had to get that straight. I'm not mean... just crazy right now.
Okay... time for me to head out... errands to run, blah, blah, blah...
I am going ape sh*t crazy with boredom right now. It amazes me how little one gets done, when one is so nuts with nothing, that nothing can be accomplished!! This would totally make sense to you, if you've ever felt like this. I don't really know how to handle it. I mean, do I cry, yell, scream, take a jog in the rain. A jog in the rain actually sounds fun, and if there weren't a high chance of hail, I might consider it. The wife already thinks I'm nuts... because, guess what?!?!?! I am!!!!
Hell, I may go back to school for my masters in whatever pops up in the side bar of my Facebook page at this point. Something I can do online, because I have to be home. If this weren't the case, I'd totally go back for my Masters in OT... that's my passion. I do still have those floating around... passions, dreams... they aren't all being killed by my self medicating ways. You know, I have to calm those panic attacks somehow, and right now... a little bit of "rita's" all I need... remember... my last post. No worries, it's only 11:43, and a margarita is simply a twinkle in my eye.
SO I will close my eyes, take a deep breath, and feel thankful for the down time, because I know how quickly things can turn. I am thankful, I am thankful, I am thankful...
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Tonight, we're going out with a group of friends for Karaoke. It's supposed to be a show, and I'm not talking about the singing. I want to ask my neighbor Candy (not her real name, the angry lady next door) if she would like to go. I know she's an angry, bitter person, but I honestly think it would be fun to take her to this particular event, since it brings out the "best" in the locals. I'd love to watch her react to them... the people she has grown up with, but seems to hate... Hell she hates everyone. That's why it would be so fun! I know, I'm sick. I'm bored, remember. I don't want drama, but I have no problem watching it unfold. I'm not talking about putting anyone in a bad position... she knows what goes on down there. I'm talking about listening to her spout off, about all of it. I just had to get that straight. I'm not mean... just crazy right now.
Okay... time for me to head out... errands to run, blah, blah, blah...
1 comment:
"It amazes me how little one gets done, when one is so nuts with nothing, that nothing can be accomplished!!"
I do understand that SO perfectly. I literally just said today that I need to have too much to do to get anything done, but then I get everything done and even a little extra!
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